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Kojiro Nanjo (JOE) ([personal profile] beefyspaghetti) wrote2021-05-08 06:09 pm
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rekd: (bites lip)

[personal profile] rekd 2022-01-07 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ the hand around his neck is in fact a blessing; reki can't trust himself to speak with a gaze like that piercing through him. choking feels like the right response, anyway — yielding, leaning into the warmth of kojiro's chest and craning his neck for more as excitement fizzles like cola beneath his skin. such a novelty, the idea that asking nicely can get you exactly what you want, but reki's right on board now.

he doesn't even have to wait for long, his first unconstricted breath spent moaning through the deep burn lancing straight through him. it feels impossible to fight the impulse to squeeze his eyes shut, but something about kojiro's voice tonight makes him act before he ever gets a chance to think about it, catching up right around the time he's got his own twisted face in full view. it's not as bad as he feared, but a lot of that has to do with how good kojiro looks grasping at his molten skin like a gluttonous god breaking a fast.

he watches his own mouth fall open, breathless this time because he's just too full to breathe, lips trembling as every nerve in his body firing electric. it's the best part and reki looks absolutely drunk on it beneath the dark shadows of his lashes. and it's really not that bad. maybe he even sounds a little proud. ]


You deserve good.

[ good as the silky smooth slide of the cock between his thighs when he rolls his hips indulgently — and then again, impatiently harder. it's enough to turn his addendum breathless: ]

Tonight, anyway.
rekd: (who am i kidding)

[personal profile] rekd 2022-01-10 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ it doesn't take any fraction of the brains that kojiro is fucking out of him to realize they're at the borderlands of something here, riding a savage, dangerous edge that no one in their right mind would try to tip. which is exactly what reki does — all he can do, really, when he's so completely ensnared, held fast and fucked so deeply that his movement is limited to full-bodied shudders. the meager attempts he makes at bending his spine a little more sharply, opening up his trembling legs as if kojiro needs anymore of a welcome between them, have always fallen harmlessly against kojiro's ironclad sense of self-control, but it's so much fun to try. there's no greater rush than wondering if this'll be the time he drives kojiro out of his fucking mind.

how funny it would be if this was the key all along, dropping the strategy and performance for just the soft, rhythmic sounds that kojiro pounds out on him, sobbing for more with feverish desperation every time he has the breath to spare. kojiro doesn't give him enough space to form any coherent words, but the sentiment's pretty obvious when he lifts up a hand to gently cover the one around his throat, a gesture they've probably shared a hundred times before but in an exciting new context.

and under the watchful eye of a camera he refuses to drop, no matter how unsteady his aim has become. (it's kojiro's, it's important.) opening up, letting a vulnerable, "please" slip from his aching throat for the split second that he can recall the word, is more excruciating than anything else he's ever experienced. but for someone worth it, for kojiro, it's almost a relief to lose that last shred of dignity, watching in frame as his own eyes roll back and he lets himself come apart beneath their linked fingers. when everything feels so good, why not become liquid, trusting kojiro's capable hands to shape him how he likes? ]
rekd: (heavy on my empty mind shit)

[personal profile] rekd 2022-01-11 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ reki's already moving before kojiro gets him where he wants him, driving back against a cock that feels for a startling second like it's about to fall free. not on his watch, not when he's this hungry for it, too torqued out of his mind on the explosion of heat he feels every time it saws right through him. he doesn't even realize he gets to scream about it now until he hears his own voice ringing off the walls, which just inspires him to snap his hips harder and really give the neighbors something to worry about. ]

Baby—

[ he's not doing anything. clawing at the wall, maybe, clumsily trying to do what he's told when his body is actively getting in the way. his other hand hasn't gotten the memo, digging roughly into kojiro's thigh to give himself all the force he needs to climb higher and higher with every thrust, a frantic bid to bury kojiro's cock where he needs it most even though there's no more space left inside him. his body has gone tight as a vice, selfishly wringing every agonizing spark out of this desperate clash of flesh. he doesn't even realize he's coming because it's never happened like this before, an endless drip that feels even better when it's worried, when he's dropping himself so hard on kojiro's lap he can feel them both bruising. ]

So— fucking good, please

[ he's liable to break himself apart before he ever gets whatever he's begging for, but it doesn't matter. he's still sliding a hand over his own ass to open up his cheeks even more, give kojiro a glimpse of everything that belongs to him and how beautifully he's taking it, begging wordlessly now that he's too fucked out to do anything but groan. ]
rekd: (got the vcr)

[personal profile] rekd 2022-01-12 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's a lot to take when kojiro is at the brink, more like surviving a serious bail than all the love-drenched filth they pass back and forth between them outside of it. and reki loves that too, loves screaming just as loud as his lungs will let him, clawing at any surface that will have him, blinking the involuntary sting of tears out of his eyes as kojiro finally lets him have it. it makes what comes next so much sweeter, or maybe that's just his broken brain, transforming the pulse of cum and flesh inside him into a heady rush of affection and security that swaddles him like a painkiller high, so warm, so comfortable.

three seconds isn't, it turns out, enough time to say anything about it. his throat's swollen and screamed out, but the sentiment is there in the way he grasps at the back of kojiro's thighs, holding him, stroking his skin in the slow rhythm of a comedown. just happens to not be in the cards, unfortunately. ]


I—

[ can't is the one word he can't bring himself to say to kojiro, ever. it's the reason why they got this far; there's no opting out when it's him and reki doesn't want to anyway. he's far too mindless and drunk on love and the luxury of that newly slick slide up and down kojiro's cock, his lips numb and his speech slurring. a tragedy for kojiro; being braindead was never going to shut him up. ]

So wet... You're fucking it in so deep... So good, baby, just like that...

[ in contrast, his body is rioting, would tremble and seize right off kojiro's lap if his grip wasn't ironclad. every stroke is an electric jolt and he's getting it from both sides, bullied between sensations until something breaks and all he sees is white. he comes sobbing, thrashing, gripping at kojiro's arm and whispering nonsensical sweetness into his ear in a mindless attempt to pacify him, but his body belongs to kojiro, spilling in time with every one of those relentless thrusts. ]
rekd: (right now she's selling oranges)

[personal profile] rekd 2022-01-13 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ perfect is exactly what it is. tranquil, quiet, drifting off beneath the luxurious drag of kojiro's hands, shivering beneath every kiss. and still so full, claimed and sated, holding kojiro inside of him even as his hands are reaching for more. it's so perfect that it feels criminal, his mind spinning to try and compute exactly why, every neuron fired clear into space by the sweet lull of touch and sound.

until he looks at the camera sitting on the ledge. it's startling, being confronted so suddenly with an image he's so deeply disgusted by, his shoulders hitching reflexively. it was better before, when he was just a mouth stuffed full, flesh straining beneath kojiro's all-encompassing grasp. here, he's not doing anything but taking advantage of all the affection kojiro is pouring out, occupying a space that would be better suited for someone who could give him all the pretty words that reki can't seem to conjure.

and all while kojiro is actively murmuring sweet nothings into his skin. so stupid. the least he can do is smile as he whisks his fingers over the phone and stops the video, retrieving that long-forgotten bottle of soap along the way. ]


Bet you're hungry. Maybe I'll feed you your dinner like one of those sappy couples.
rekd: (when you grab ahold of me)

[personal profile] rekd 2022-01-13 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ and thank god for that. the act commandeers every train of thought he's got running, focusing singularly on rolling his hips up to meet kojiro's watchful gaze, his muscles squeezing and releasing to give him an eyeful of that perfect drip. it's torturous even before kojiro starts working little gasps and shivers out of him by worrying the frayed nerves around his swollen, ravaged hole, but he still manages to roughly reply: ]

Dinner before dessert.

[ as if he's not straining against kojiro's touch despite the electric jolts shooting up his spine. that poor bottle of soap is crinkling in his tightening grasp, entirely forgotten beyond the wringing it's getting. ]

How's it look?

[ this is when that desperation for approval is most evident, when reki's gnawing on his lip and fighting with his reflexes to pose for him, his neck achingly craned to fix him with that owlish amber gaze. whatever he can do to catch kojiro's eye and keep it all for himself. ]