[ it's not a surprising answer when kojiro's been threatening to wife him since the break, but reki's ears still burn when they pick up the words and seeing the bands in place hits a lot harder than he thought it would. nothing he's ever done has felt meaningful; there's a considerable weight to the image of their fingers intertwined, brightness and pride and security and a whole host of emotions he can't even name yet.
now isn't the time anyway. he doesn't think he's ever seen kojiro smile like this before and it sinks right into that internal mire where everything else goes to be discounted and dismissed, purifying the waters and soothing that rotten ache of anxiety. he likes them. kojiro likes them. all that hard work paid off. reki's grinning so hard that his face hurts. ]
You don't gotta promise that. It's just a warning. Brain whoever the fuck you want.
[ he still has that other hand to run softly-sweeping touches over kojiro's cheek and trace the line of his jaw. it's all that he can do when kojiro looks so handsomely content, when his heart is so full of all these imperative feelings that he suddenly can't get enough of him. not much room to maneuver when reki's breathing him in like he's the last gasp of air in a vacuum, but he works it out. ]
[ there's nothing else for kojiro now, no way he could ever dredge up this depth of emotion for anyone but reki. somewhere along the way, this boy seized a complete monopoly on his heart, and kojiro hasn't known peace since. it's a cool breeze on a sweltering day, but also every single soul-searing fire in hell; salve and sanctuary, lust and fixation. kojiro's hooked, and he never ever wants to be free of it.
but that's too easy to dismiss, and kojiro can't leave room for that with reki. so the sweeping hands on his jaw only serve to beckon him, to catch reki's lips in tender pulls and careful passes of his tongue. and every push is steeped in the sweetest, warmest affirmations kojiro can manage, low and rumbling against reki's lips: ]
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now isn't the time anyway. he doesn't think he's ever seen kojiro smile like this before and it sinks right into that internal mire where everything else goes to be discounted and dismissed, purifying the waters and soothing that rotten ache of anxiety. he likes them. kojiro likes them. all that hard work paid off. reki's grinning so hard that his face hurts. ]
You don't gotta promise that. It's just a warning. Brain whoever the fuck you want.
[ he still has that other hand to run softly-sweeping touches over kojiro's cheek and trace the line of his jaw. it's all that he can do when kojiro looks so handsomely content, when his heart is so full of all these imperative feelings that he suddenly can't get enough of him. not much room to maneuver when reki's breathing him in like he's the last gasp of air in a vacuum, but he works it out. ]
Just... stay with me, okay?
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[ there's nothing else for kojiro now, no way he could ever dredge up this depth of emotion for anyone but reki. somewhere along the way, this boy seized a complete monopoly on his heart, and kojiro hasn't known peace since. it's a cool breeze on a sweltering day, but also every single soul-searing fire in hell; salve and sanctuary, lust and fixation. kojiro's hooked, and he never ever wants to be free of it.
but that's too easy to dismiss, and kojiro can't leave room for that with reki. so the sweeping hands on his jaw only serve to beckon him, to catch reki's lips in tender pulls and careful passes of his tongue. and every push is steeped in the sweetest, warmest affirmations kojiro can manage, low and rumbling against reki's lips: ]
You got me, babe. I'm here. I'm all yours.