[ Kojiro is too damn big. Kaoru's told him as much since they were teenagers, but it's more evident when they need to make quick escapes through tight spaces like this. Turns out, it's about 100 times more difficult while severely injured. Because he's never been a graceful man, but that window is narrow as hell for someone of his stature. Not an issue for Kaoru, thankfully. It's gonna be a problem for Kojiro though.
Case in point, Kojiro sticks his head out the window, and he winces just from the effort of bending to look down. Fuck. Any way he tries this, it's gonna involve stretching or bumping his flank. He's gonna rip his stitches. There's no avoiding it. Might as well just get it over with.
The option that'll cause the least damage does involve taking Kaoru up on his offer to help. At least, in theory. Better than trying to monkey his way down like the ape Kaoru always accuses him of being. Kojiro sidles up onto the sill and scoots himself until his legs hang out, and then comes the hard part. Namely, bending himself nearly double to tuck the rest of himself out the window so that only his ass remains inside on the sill. It's tricky. It's painful. But by bending to his right side, he thinks he avoided popping any more than one or two stitches. His brow is dotted with sweat, and he's sure he's gonna puke as soon as his feet are on the ground but-- ]
Okay. Brace your elbows and knees.
[ Kaoru's not delicate, but he's not used to lifting the equivalent of Kojiro's weight either. Gotta be mindful of his limitations here too. Kojiro reaches out to brace his palms against Kaoru's, and leans in just enough to take the edge off the impact when he drops.
Drops, and whites out against the flash of excruciating pain when he lands. The impact rips through him like lightning, and Kaoru can feel him shake when he buckles from his landing stance and collapses to his knees at Kaoru's feet. ]
FUCK. [ There's a grinding edge Kaoru's rarely heard in his tone before. ] Fuck. No. It's fine. I'm fine. Just--
[ Even the breath he takes to center himself hurts. But one choked inhale, the long hiss of an exhale through his teeth, and Kojiro stumbles to his feet again. ]
[There's just about nothing Kaoru hates more than seeing Kojiro hurt. Really hurt, not just scraped up from a fall or something. No, Kojiro is built from fortified, military-grade stuff. So to see him in such bad shape that it shows like this, bypassing all of his bravado... it makes Kaoru feel sick.
If their positions were reversed, Kojiro could just pick him up and carry him like a ragdoll. The thought has Kaoru's stomach turning for reasons that have nothing to do with his competitive spirit.
He can, at least, break Kojiro's fall a little--even if that just means that before he knows it, Kaoru is on his knees with Kojiro only halfway braced against him, strained and sweating like crazy.
Damn it. Kaoru grits his teeth. He won't ask if Kojiro is okay, just to get a lie in response. He won't, as much as he wants to.]
You said you wouldn't bleed out. You promised me.
[The reminder won't actually fix anything, but it might at least make things feel a little more normal for a moment or too.
He darts under Kojiro's arm and gives him the most stubborn look possible to insist that Kojiro let him support his weight at least a little. At least it isn't far to his bike. One stable thing in the middle of this mess. All he has to do is climb on, and his back will be to Kojiro for a few miles. Even if he cries, then, Kojiro won't be able to tell.]
Will you stop it? I'm not gonna fucking bleed out. Okay?
[ At least, he doesn't think so. Doc said they didn't hit any major veins or arteries, so as far as Kojiro's concerned, that means he's clear from the possibility of exsanguination. Doesn't make any of this comfortable though, and Kaoru's worry is grating on his last fucking nerve, because--
Hell, he shouldn't be worrying Kaoru like this. He shouldn't be worrying anyone like this, but especially not Kaoru. The notion of being a burden on anyone is Kojiro's worst fucking nightmare. He's the provider, he's the one that offers help, not the other way around. It's borderline neuroticism. Probably would've been better if he just stayed in the hospital and told no one, grit his teeth through the treatment and the follow-up police questioning. But Kaoru would've been angrier if he'd landed himself in the ER without saying a thing about it, so what else was he supposed to do? ]
Just get me home, please. I need a bath. I feel like hospital.
[ Like hospital; like he's been marinating in his own blood (he has, it's all over his S pants), like the dirt he rolled in when he hit the ground earlier. Definitely needs a damn bath, first thing after he gets in the door. So he does lean onto Kaoru's shoulders, at least a little. Enough that the short walk to Kaoru's bike isn't unnecessarily arduous for either of them.
And, at least compared to the process of getting out that window, swinging his leg over Kaoru's bike and settling into the pillion is relatively painless. ]
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[ Kojiro is too damn big. Kaoru's told him as much since they were teenagers, but it's more evident when they need to make quick escapes through tight spaces like this. Turns out, it's about 100 times more difficult while severely injured. Because he's never been a graceful man, but that window is narrow as hell for someone of his stature. Not an issue for Kaoru, thankfully. It's gonna be a problem for Kojiro though.
Case in point, Kojiro sticks his head out the window, and he winces just from the effort of bending to look down. Fuck. Any way he tries this, it's gonna involve stretching or bumping his flank. He's gonna rip his stitches. There's no avoiding it. Might as well just get it over with.
The option that'll cause the least damage does involve taking Kaoru up on his offer to help. At least, in theory. Better than trying to monkey his way down like the ape Kaoru always accuses him of being. Kojiro sidles up onto the sill and scoots himself until his legs hang out, and then comes the hard part. Namely, bending himself nearly double to tuck the rest of himself out the window so that only his ass remains inside on the sill. It's tricky. It's painful. But by bending to his right side, he thinks he avoided popping any more than one or two stitches. His brow is dotted with sweat, and he's sure he's gonna puke as soon as his feet are on the ground but-- ]
Okay. Brace your elbows and knees.
[ Kaoru's not delicate, but he's not used to lifting the equivalent of Kojiro's weight either. Gotta be mindful of his limitations here too. Kojiro reaches out to brace his palms against Kaoru's, and leans in just enough to take the edge off the impact when he drops.
Drops, and whites out against the flash of excruciating pain when he lands. The impact rips through him like lightning, and Kaoru can feel him shake when he buckles from his landing stance and collapses to his knees at Kaoru's feet. ]
FUCK. [ There's a grinding edge Kaoru's rarely heard in his tone before. ] Fuck. No. It's fine. I'm fine. Just--
[ Even the breath he takes to center himself hurts. But one choked inhale, the long hiss of an exhale through his teeth, and Kojiro stumbles to his feet again. ]
Let's go.
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If their positions were reversed, Kojiro could just pick him up and carry him like a ragdoll. The thought has Kaoru's stomach turning for reasons that have nothing to do with his competitive spirit.
He can, at least, break Kojiro's fall a little--even if that just means that before he knows it, Kaoru is on his knees with Kojiro only halfway braced against him, strained and sweating like crazy.
Damn it. Kaoru grits his teeth. He won't ask if Kojiro is okay, just to get a lie in response. He won't, as much as he wants to.]
You said you wouldn't bleed out. You promised me.
[The reminder won't actually fix anything, but it might at least make things feel a little more normal for a moment or too.
He darts under Kojiro's arm and gives him the most stubborn look possible to insist that Kojiro let him support his weight at least a little. At least it isn't far to his bike. One stable thing in the middle of this mess. All he has to do is climb on, and his back will be to Kojiro for a few miles. Even if he cries, then, Kojiro won't be able to tell.]
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[ At least, he doesn't think so. Doc said they didn't hit any major veins or arteries, so as far as Kojiro's concerned, that means he's clear from the possibility of exsanguination. Doesn't make any of this comfortable though, and Kaoru's worry is grating on his last fucking nerve, because--
Hell, he shouldn't be worrying Kaoru like this. He shouldn't be worrying anyone like this, but especially not Kaoru. The notion of being a burden on anyone is Kojiro's worst fucking nightmare. He's the provider, he's the one that offers help, not the other way around. It's borderline neuroticism. Probably would've been better if he just stayed in the hospital and told no one, grit his teeth through the treatment and the follow-up police questioning. But Kaoru would've been angrier if he'd landed himself in the ER without saying a thing about it, so what else was he supposed to do? ]
Just get me home, please. I need a bath. I feel like hospital.
[ Like hospital; like he's been marinating in his own blood (he has, it's all over his S pants), like the dirt he rolled in when he hit the ground earlier. Definitely needs a damn bath, first thing after he gets in the door. So he does lean onto Kaoru's shoulders, at least a little. Enough that the short walk to Kaoru's bike isn't unnecessarily arduous for either of them.
And, at least compared to the process of getting out that window, swinging his leg over Kaoru's bike and settling into the pillion is relatively painless. ]