[ being lifted still brings with it that jolt of cold fear, anticipation for the crash and the agony that doesn't come. the only sign of it is the tightening of his arms, though, and that's innocuous enough that it doesn't warrant discussion. another thing he'll get over with time, if kojiro has the patience to ever make it there.
slowly, he breathes him in until they're laying on the bed, immersing himself in his heady warmth and strong arms. really, kojiro seals his own fate by riding a hand up his spine, compelling reki's whole body to rise against his touch, greedy and eager as ever. talk is cheap and everyone breaks their promises; what never lies is flesh, and reki roams his lips over it until he finds a collarbone to worry with the wriggling point of his tongue. ]
What d'you think my call's gonna be?
[ the real tragedy is that they didn't get more liquor for him to truly surrender himself to this. but he does have a bottle of rush in his pocket, which he pauses long enough to uncap and take a whiff of before holding it to kojiro's nose. his other hand keeps busy, undoing the buttons of kojiro's shirt until he can slide his palm over his chest unhindered. his hips rock, turned urgent by both the chemicals and the confusion clouding his senses. ]
[ Need you, in that hushed, breathy tone. That's it. That's all Kojiro needs to hear, and his higher function and reasoning just cease.
It's probably better this way. Being in his own head is just making things progressively worse at this point. Reki offers the bottle, and one whiff has Kojiro's head swimming and his nerves alight. Those wandering hands and the insistent press of Reki's hips are like a million tiny cuts, sharp and perfect and to the quick, wearing him down so quickly Reki can practically hear the last thread of Kojiro's patience snap.
His arm is still tight around Reki's waist when Kojiro sits up, sudden enough that his arm stays tight to steady Reki, in case his inebriation had any ideas about letting him tip back farther. Kojiro's hands are so large, but he uses them too well, reins tight even now, perfectly controlled when one of them grasps Reki's jaw -- firm without bruising -- and the kiss he pulls Reki into falls on the heels of a low growl. ]
You wear too much.
[ That's always the complaint. Reki can feel Kojiro growing hard against the urgent press of their hips, and even still, he's gotta remind Reki of how many damn layers are between them. That's the next task; bullying Reki out of his clothes. Jacket first, then all the layers underneath it come at once over Reki's head, and if some seams pop in the process, Kojiro doesn't give a damn. Problem for another time. This problem is suddenly solved, and Kojiro's momentarily content with the newly-exposed skin, mouth falling to drag careful teeth down one side of Reki's throat. He braces Reki again, just before a hand presses between them to palm Reki's cock through his pants. ]
[ it's a good snap, one that reki knows precisely how to handle. there's no thinking required to spread his legs wide and splay across kojiro's lap, knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt that those strong hands will catch him no matter how he moves. that's half the fun of what they have, how relentless they can both be without the fear of losing each other in their urgency.
no matter how many times they do this, though, it still makes reki shiver to hear kojiro's voice go low and rumble right through him. he's already swaying in his lap, working the hard ridge of his cock through his pants, but that sound makes the bending of his back more extreme, the slow friction of this sensuous grind resounding deeper with every smooth snap of his hips. ]
Don't wanna encroach on your brand, [ is his rough reply, but the truth is that he likes it when kojiro really wants him, when all that waiting comes to a head and he starts tearing at him just like this. the only pause between them is reki seizing when kojiro's hand slides over his dick, already hard just from the work he's doing in kojiro's lap. furiously, his palms rub over kojiro's pecs to ground himself through the excruciating ache, sounding more drunk than he actually is as he murmurs. ]
[ Like Kojiro would ever make Reki beg. Hell, if Kojiro had even a hint of willpower to withstand Reki's fucking mouth, they wouldn't have gotten here in the first place. But Reki has a way with words that Kojiro's absolutely weak for; direct, effortless, scorching when he tries, and Kojiro's told him. He's told Reki that that mouth is gonna get him in trouble one day. And now here they are. Trouble, every time.
Doesn't matter. Reki's worth the trouble, and he always will be, even when he's driving Kojiro up a wall like this.
Reki's pawing his pecs, struggling for-- something. Composure, maybe. Like he's losing his grip, and that's a dangerous thing to let on, because Kojiro's relentless. Lopsided smirk, eyes sharp and fixed on Reki's face, he works his way through Reki's button and zipper one-handed, then yanks his pants and boxers away from their home at his skinny hips. Low enough, at least, that he can get Reki's cock free and his hand around it for one agonizingly slow stroke. This, just before he gets a hand under Reki's bare ass and forces him closer, up, to trap his cock against Kojiro's abs. ]
Got any lube in those bottomless pockets of yours?
[ it's just not fair; he's got a belly full of cheap margaritas and a nose full of poppers and kojiro's still trying to fucking end him. as if he'd ever complain, content as anything to suffer beneath kojiro's rough, warm hands, hissing the higher that stroke climbs. he wasn't lying before—this is exactly what he needs, practically fucking gone already and they've hardly begun. ]
Check around. Got like a dozen of those squeezy packets in one of 'em.
[ not like he's going to make any effort to grab one. apparently, that's kojiro's job; he's still reki, gone or not, too busy circling his neck with his arms and stretching himself thin across his chest, where he can cook up just the right amount of trouble while kojiro tries his best with those pockets. honestly, the muscle here's so warm and firm against his dick, he could come just like this—and he's not trying not to, his hips still rocking slowly.
sweet as anything, he nuzzles up kojiro's throat and breathes hot into his ear, less like he's begging and more like he's a smug little shit: ]
[ The string of obscenities is frustration, plain and undisguised, one word clipping short in deference to the next, because Reki is wearing on his patience. Check around; like he hasn't already put Kojiro to work here. Kojiro sinks a hand in Reki's hair, curled tight around the roots before he yanks that red head back enough to meet his gaze. ]
You keep that up, see where it gets you.
[ Reki knows it's an empty warning, despite the quiet snarl woven through it, and Kojiro can't banish the grin from his face. Kojiro releases his hair a second later, and smooths his fingers over Reki's scalp to soothe away any ache while his other hand digs through Reki's pants. One of the cargo pockets seems the likeliest place for anyone to keep something like that; less risk of them breaking and making a mess everywhere. And-- Bingo. Front-left. Kojiro tosses a few onto the bed, then rips two open with his teeth. He probably has too much experience managing this one-handed, but sometimes these useless skills pay off. Like now, getting his fingers coated, cupping a bit more in his palm, then reaching behind Reki to slip between his ass and spread carefully around his entrance. That's the only warning he gets before Kojiro sinks one thick finger inside.
Reki can just keep rutting against his abs. Kojiro only has two hands, and the other has drifted down between Reki's shoulderblades, to keep him pressed close and steady while Kojiro gradually works his finger in. ]
Gonna come on my chest? Make me all pretty with your cum?
[ kojiro's just spitting bar after bar of expletives and it's music to reki's ears. sure enough, there are fingers curling in his hair before long. he makes sure to lick into kojiro's ear before he's reeled back, which puts his tongue in just the right place to gloss up his lips while he swoons under the tight clench of that fist. anticipation is percolating in his belly like a captive bolt of lightning; he knows what's coming to him is going to be deliciously nasty by that gorgeous snarl kojiro aims at him.
no harm no foul anyway. he finds the lube easy enough while reki reaches for the nitrates again and sniffles against his chest, rubbing his cheek against kojiro's warm skin like a well-fed housecat. he's all dumb and loose and boneless by the time kojiro starts digging under his skin, his legs trembling before he even registers the sensation, his whole world quickly reduced to just that finger surging inside him. ]
Fuck, yes.
[ he needed this like yesterday. the only thing that could be better is more of it, which reki is down to help with, his hips writhing to greedily swallow that finger down to its knuckle, his ass lifting for more. there's no way he's going to be truly satisfied until he's got a hard dick in him, but for now it's fun to play around, shoot kojiro a dreamy smile and say: ]
It looks good on you. Don't worry, I'll lick it up like a good little slut.
[ Reki's working the last threads of Kojiro's patience between his mouth and that maddening grind against his stomach, taking him apart and fraying his nerves. Kojiro doesn't know how he ever keeps himself together when they're like this, when he's coming apart at every seam, when Reki's trying to make him lose it and -- intermittently -- succeeding. Because it all comes in waves with Reki. Need and desperation, crashing over and back so hard that it knocks Kojiro breathless. Whatever Reki thinks about the sustainability of all this, Kojiro doesn't want to be without him.
He could be mean. He could act on impulse, abandon restraint, shove Reki back and fuck him to within an inch of his life. But no matter how high Reki's riding on poppers, Kojiro's too well-proportioned to be rushing anything here. So, it's hard. It's a fucking trial, but he talks himself down, and pushes his hips against Reki's thigh while he eases another finger inside.
Kojiro's so hard, so ready, but not yet. With Reki practically melting against him, it's easier. Easier to rut against him. Easier to get a hand between them and find Reki's cock again, stroke him along with the quick in-out of Kojiro's fingers. ]
Come on. Do it. [ Kojiro's breath is a low growl right against Reki's ear, teeth pulling at the lobe. ] Wanna see you come.
So fuckin' stingy, [ reki growls, though he's leaning back to take every thrust those fingers give to him. mean is exactly what he wants, but it's no secret between them that kojiro will always win in a battle of wills—at least when it comes to this. he's far too sensitive, way beyond turned on to the point where he's keening with every stroke of kojiro's hand, trying his best to outlast the pull of his fingers but too hungry for it to put up any real fight.
the only real recourse he has is to make him watch. narrow his eyes and grit his teeth as he swallows up those fingers buried in his ass with a rough snap of his hips. spread his legs even wider, so wide that they're trembling, so kojiro can see how red and wet the head of his cock becomes as he clenches and writhes, how greedy and desperate this little dance on his lap can be. he lifts his fingers to kojiro's lips, hooking them into his mouth to keep him there, audience to the mess he paints across kojiro's belly with his twitching cock.
coming takes the wind out of him, but he refuses to let it slow him down. no matter how he cringes every time he bounces himself off kojiro's lap, respite just isn't an option when they're sharing a bed. ]
Now you turn me the fuck out, [ he murmurs, dropping that hand from kojiro's mouth to wet it with seed and bring it right back up again for him to taste. ] Don't wanna hear how tight I am. You'll love it.
[ Kojiro's tongue is hot; wet velvet sliding between Reki's fingers the second they're in his mouth, eager behind the aching edge of teeth against his knuckles, holding him fast just as sure as Reki's holding his attention rapt and fixed. Reki's little show doesn't go unappreciated. Approving groans accompany every hurried breath against Reki's palm, and Kojiro's gaze is hard, intent, unflinching, until Reki finally spills over his stomach, and his eyes flutter shut with a long sigh.
You'll love it. Like that's not the entirety of their problem right now. Like Kojiro's not already hanging on every word, transfixed by the tireless shift of Reki's hips. Like Kojiro wouldn't do anything for Reki, without question, no holds barred.
Without question. Like the way Kojiro sucks Reki's cum away from his fingers, all a tireless tongue diligently cleaning and swallowing him down, even as his own digits slip out of Reki's body.
But then Reki's on his back before he can register what's happening, and Kojiro goes with him. There's only enough space between them for Kojiro to finally wrestle Reki's pants away, and then his own, hissing out a long sigh at the relief of finally -- finally -- freeing his cock from that confining ache. ]
Love it when you boss me around.
[ It's why he's not arguing, why he can't wipe that smirk off his face while he gets a hand under Reki's knee and hikes it up over his shoulder-- ]
Love it when you look like this.
[ And why he can't even find his breath anymore when -- there's that mean streak, at long last -- he sinks his cock quick and deep into Reki, sheathed to the hilt in one hard push. ]
[ it's really hard to deny the thrill of being pinned beneath kojiro's dark gaze. there's a reason he drives girls crazy; reki's found he's just as susceptible to those eyes that melt the whole world way, so intense you can feel it in your bones.
it's that or the drugs (or both) that has him shivering over that wet tongue dragging across his fingers, his softening cock twitching pitifully with a piercing shot of wanting. such a fucking relief when he's on his back and kojiro's tearing at his clothes, a nice service for him to provide while he breathes in from that bottle until his whole face screws up with the sting.
that's pitched elsewhere so he can reach out, letting the heady rumble of kojiro's voice superheat his skin as he lances deep inside him. still wasn't enough rush; his hands jerk to kojiro's hips, tightening until his knuckles turn white, his whole body seizing and arching off the bed as that thick cock burns like a coal inside of him. ]
Fuck, fuck, fuck...
[ which is, of course, the best part, feeling like he's gonna be torn in two, fighting with every nerve in his body to push himself off kojiro's hips and jerk right back again. the bone-melting rush of being so excruciatingly full is perfectly unbearable and his toes are never going to come uncurled—this is the dick that ruined him for all others. ]
Nnn—don't stop now.
[ he needs it, wants it so bad that he's willing to climb and contort himself however he can get more of it. all those practicing inverts are doing him well. and his dad said skating would never get him nowhere. ]
[ Five seconds. That's exactly how long Reki gets to catch his breath, to cuss and whine and push through whatever involuntary tantrum his body is throwing. Five seconds, during which Kojiro tilts his head to scrape his teeth along the inside of Reki's knee, hooked still over his shoulder. It isn't enough time to soothe the ache, to cool the burn, but Reki doesn't want that. Turn me out. If Kojiro's not crowding out his thoughts, if he's not thoroughly silencing the noise in Reki's head, then he's not doing his fucking job.
And, five seconds gone, Kojiro's hips piston, heedless of Reki's hands on them; slower out than the hard snap back in, and then again, firmer still to test the reins.
Reki wants words, but Kojiro doesn't have that gift. He can't spew the same kind of beautiful filth Reki does, because there are no words for this. Kojiro's brain just stops working, refuses to string together more complex thoughts than a litany of fuck, tight, hot, good. How is he supposed to describe this? How is anyone supposed to put words to this? That fucking Reki feels like desecrating holy ground? That being inside him is like falling from grace? That seeing him come is like finding salvation?
He can't say that corny shit. Reki would laugh him out of the fucking room. ]
You want me to tell you, or you want me to show you?
[ Punctuated with another sharp snap of Kojiro's hips. ]
[ five seconds is almost too long to wait. not like he's anymore prepared for kojiro to crash into him, that leg slung over his shoulder shaking just as hard the first time as every time after that. kojiro's hollowing him out and leaving him with a void so deep inside that he's catching vertigo every time that he withdraws, but reki's still got it in him to flash a twisted little grin. ]
Even better.
[ with just the smallest of caveats: ]
But you don't come til I tell you.
[ of course, like the insecure fucking demon he is, he has to make a whole thing of it. use kojiro's shoulder to lift himself higher, pull at those hips so every rough snap makes his ass clap hard enough for them to feel it in the next room. and every thrust makes him a little more wild for it, compelling him to greedily clutch at kojiro's dick when he feels it sliding away, his hole too hungry to let it go without a fight. sure, he can't remember the last time he took this dick sober, but he can hardly blame the drugs for how much he loves it.
especially now, with his head all full of thoughts of locking all this down for himself? 'greedy' doesn't even begin to cut it. he's breaking his back to hoard every hard inch inside the vicing grip of his body, as turned out by the idea of mine as he is by all those relentless strokes. ]
[ For a moment, the only response Reki gets is a helpless groan.
Kojiro's weak for this shit, and they both know it. Has been since day one. Reki turns into this desperate, writhing, needful thing beneath him, pulls and fights him for every stroke, and Kojiro is fucking weak for it. Like he could just come apart on the edge of Reki's voice, or lose himself completely in the needy grasp around his cock.
So Reki's making rules now. Cute. Kojiro smirks, and his hands move quickly; one to Reki's hip, to hold him in place after a hard thrust brings Kojiro's cock held fast within him, and the other to curl loosely around Reki's throat. ]
That so?
[ Kojiro's leaned closer, to press the whisper of a kiss to the corner of Reki's mouth; it's shockingly tender against the backdrop of his sinister grin, the soft squeeze at Reki's throat, the barest nudge of Kojiro's hips. All a dichotomy of rough to sweet, and an exercise in self control, when even Kojiro's stomach is shaking against the urge to lay into Reki again. ]
[ no matter how careful kojiro is with his throat, reki can't breathe anyway. the sharp shock of being so deeply impaled is breath-taking, but the little motions of kojiro's hips make it impossible to catch more, impossible to do anything but shudder right down to his bones. and laugh, somehow, hoarse and soft. ]
Fuckin' hope not.
[ it's gonna take a lot to get his fill of this, he already knows. it already feels like they're balanced on the edge of something dangerous, his absolute favorite place to be. it's the kind of rush that doesn't come in a bottle—he just needs more of this hand around his throat, more of the bittersweet pain that shoots up and down his legs as he writhes against kojiro's grasp.
and until then, he's gonna whine about it, catching his fingers in kojiro's hair so he can press a few soft, plaintive kisses to his lips. ]
Choke me out or lemme get on top.
[ his brows raise as his lips brush sweetly over his skin. ]
[ There's something sly behind Kojiro's eyes, hiding in his smile. Not that he actually gives a shit about politeness, but there's a definite thrill to hearing Reki beg -- even just a whimpery please -- and Kojiro will never ever admit to that. It feels too mean, too egotistical, wanting to hear him like that, but it sounds so fucking good on Reki's lips. And if Reki can manage to be sincere about it, all the better, but Kojiro realizes that's a stretch.
So if he can't, it's just as well. Kojiro's got some impressive stamina and nigh-regimental discipline; he could keep them here for hours. Just like this. Softly squeezing Reki's throat, pressure laid just beneath his jaw til he can feel the pulse throbbing beneath his fingertips. Slipping his hand over the curve of Reki's thigh, pushing in slow circles along his groin without ever quite brushing his cock. Nudging his hips to fill Reki, to stir just the barest hint of friction, agonizingly languid.
And all the while, his eyes never leave Reki's face. ]
Or I'm gonna keep you just like this 'til you sound like you mean it.
That was nice, [ reki grumbles, that sullen look on his face disrupted by a pained little snarl when it dawns on him that kojiro plans to keep him like this. and there's no winning, either; kojiro harbors saint-like amounts of patience, probably the only reason he can stand reki for long periods of time, so no matter how he twists or tenses, the only thing he'll get now is these teasing little previews of what he could have if he surrenders.
just. that's a difficult thing for him to do. all that self-loathing and he's still a prideful little creature with a lot of fight in him. it takes a lot to keep still, especially with kojiro watching him like that, and there's no helping the way his back arches when kojiro moves inside him. not enough to be gratifying, just enough to make his legs fall open wider and turn every breath he takes into shallow, labored panting.
he groans, back to scratching mindlessly over kojiro's shoulders and across his back, nails digging in every time that ache becomes unbearable. same line, a little more vulnerably urgent this time: ]
[ He's gotta concede. It's close enough, anyway. But there's a fine line between frustrating Reki and boring him, and Kojiro's not about to push that boundary. Really, truly, fucking close enough.
So fine, Kojiro's on his back again. It doesn't even take much; he sinks himself deep in Reki, and in one smooth turn, Reki's over him, straddling him, with Kojiro's legs bent behind him, knees to Reki's shoulderblades. That much, he'll relent to. What he doesn't give Reki is a chance to adjust to the change in position. Being on top of Kojiro comes with its own brand of trials; namely, Reki knows that leg and core strength aren't for show, he's seen Kojiro clear half the track at Crazy Rock by launching himself off cliff faces, and with his heels dug into a bed--
It's a fevered drive. Leveraging each hand at Reki's throat and waist, he can make it punishing, hips a hard staccato against Reki's ass. An ass that Kojiro's hand comes down on once, firm, resounding amid the shorter claps of Kojiro fucking up into Reki, but he still makes sure to firmly rub in the sting of it. Oh, he's got the patience of a saint, but Reki's body tempts that sainthood, and Kojiro's already gritting his teeth against the harsh shocks of pleasure pooling low in his stomach. ]
Don't come 'til I tell you, he says. [ Kojiro grins, growls through the teeth toying at Reki's earlobe. ] You even gonna remember what words are by then?
[ this right here is why you fuck with the best of the best. no one else can put all those fuck machines on pornhub to shame like kojiro does, so relentless that reki's red down to his chest and gone out of his mind in an instant. it's almost impossible to feel his body through the sheer overstimulation—which is exactly what he came here for. no thoughts, no emotions, just holding on however he can and wondering if he's already come and just completely fucking missed it.
almost looks like it, his cock leaking down over kojiro's belly, barely hard and already way too oversensitive. it's even worse when that hand comes down on him, lighting every nerve in his body on fire and making him shake out of his skin at the cool burn it leaves behind. that groan that slips loose is him starving for more, but, yeah, words are hard when kojiro's making good on that promise to tear him apart.
and speaking of promises, that one's worth tugging on kojiro's hair. it's hard to look him in the eyes when his own are rolling back and even harder to speak when he's getting the wind fucked out of him, but for real. ]
[ Can't really argue with that, though; it doesn't. Doesn't matter if Reki remembers words or his name or that he even established this self-indulgent rule in the first place. Kojiro's still dumb or loyal enough to follow it to T. Reki could come again, and then a third time over, and Kojiro would stay diligent to his task of fucking Reki messy and stupid without ever letting himself go. He's done it to Reki before, and he'll do it again, over and over, no questions asked.
'Cuz goddamn, this has got to be how Reki looks best. Blissed out, fucked out, red and breathless and shaking and gone. This is what grips Kojiro in a stranglehold, along with the vicing grip of Reki's body. How cruelly, unfairly gorgeous Reki looks when he's finally past giving a shit.
Kojiro lands another hard slap to Reki's ass, and the hand at his throat pulls, maneuvers him close enough that Kojiro can sink his teeth into Reki's shoulder, and suck in the deep red bloom of a love bite. ]
Who's this ass belong to?
[ Kojiro grips Reki's asscheek, squeezes before another quick slap. But that's the last before he strays forward again, fingers curling around Reki's poor overstimulated cock, to steady it against Kojiro's thumb rubbing firm and quick, over and over and over the head.
God knows how he still keeps the pace up, still slams himself fervently into Reki's body. Maybe spite, driving him to make Reki eat those words, make him beg to put this on lock. Pipe dreams, but-- ]
[ that's really not fair, issuing an ultimatum like that. reki's already drowning in it, all choked cries and dazed whispering for more, but at least he had a handle on himself before. he can take whatever kojiro dishes out, a well-deserved point of pride when kojiro turns him out like a dutch wife on the verge of being replaced, and he's always been perfectly amenable to the idea of being railed until he's black and blue.
but kojiro knows what he's doing, working his cock like that, turning him wild with a few clever strokes. it turns that heated haze into the sharpest kind of need and blots out everything in his mind but more. he needs to twist his hips and slam them down until his teeth chatter. he needs to bend his spine until it aches and kojiro has nowhere to fuck into but that one spot that makes his whole body seize. there's no stopping himself once he's lost control, not when kojiro's relentless and he's soaking up this pounding he's receiving with urgent, demanding thrusts back.
it's probably the better answer to kojiro's question, just the greedy way he's bouncing on his dick like a junkie chasing a high, falling apart and forced by desire to go harder despite it. it's not like he's in control of how he moves; every twitch of muscle is dedicated to seeing how high all this can take him, no matter how much it aches or stings. ]
Make it yours, [ he growls, already bright red and bruising across his thighs and ass but apparently still not convinced. strung out as he looks, his gaze is still sharply fixed on kojiro. ] C'mon.
[ Kojiro's taking that as permission. He has to. Reki's abandoned reason and relegated himself to working Kojiro's cock like a man possessed, and nothing on this whole damn planet looks better -- or feels better -- than that. Crazed, wild, chasing his pleasure til he's bruised and breaking, and Kojiro loses himself in the desperation behind Reki's eyes.
Loses himself in Reki. Game, set, fucking match. Reki wins again, and he's probably too fucked out to care. Kojiro just manages to move his hand away from Reki's throat, to grasp at his shoulder instead and hold him down -- still -- when the searing pleasure finally fractures, and Kojiro practically shatters. It rips his breath away, steals all but a wounded groan while his hips stutter, spilling and throbbing into Reki.
Kojiro's face is always halfway between agony and bliss like this; brow knit and teeth bared, panting, chest heaving, shuddering. But he won't look away. Reki's eyes are on him, sharp, like he's daring him to, but Kojiro can't look away. ]
One more time. [ Kojiro's hand hasn't stopped pulling at Reki's cock. ] C'mon, paint me all pretty with your cum again.
[ it feels like reki's finally found the rhythm that's going to kill him, shatter him to pieces right here on kojiro's lap, when that hand comes down on his shoulder. he can't help the initial whine that breaks from his throat, too raw to stop moving and let the ache catch up, but there's nothing he can do for it now. kojiro has him held down and impaled, and all that's left for him is to still his body and feel it.
it always feels way too good when kojiro comes inside him. he's already so full, but abruptly, he feels fuller, on the verge of exploding. and there's a warmth, too, that's weirdly grounding, makes him want to greedily covet every last drop kojiro spills so badly that he's grasping at the back of kojiro's thighs to keep him buried.
locked like a vice around kojiro's dick and full of his molten seed, there's no way he isn't coming, so hard that it steals his breath away, transforming those wild noises he's making into something tattered and mournful. his fingers clutch harder as his cock pulses and keeps dripping with every truncated motion of his shuddering body, gone but apparently not too far to make himself snicker. ]
I, mm... [ he's still shivering and seizing like he's been electrocuted, but grinning too, even if his expression's a little punch-drunk. ] I definitely made this dick mine, huh?
Fuck. [ It's the quiet huff of a breathless laugh. ] Fuck yeah you did. All yours.
[ Whether or not that's the answer Reki's looking for, Kojiro can't do anything but agree. Nothing else for it. All of this -- all of him -- belongs to Reki. Corny shit. Drunk on love and tequila, high on dopamine and good weed. Whatever. All his.
Kojiro leverages his knees to knock Reki forward, against the pillow of his chest and the waiting cage of his arms. Cuddles. Snuggles. They're the balm to everything, and Kojiro gets so grabby and clingy after, when he's struggling to get his synapses firing right and make his brain cells all play nice again. This has never quite been quiet and clarity for him.. It's all chaos in the comedown, melting and panting until the sensation high ebbs and takes the shivers away with it.
But, no rest for the wicked. Even bullying kiss after kiss against Reki's cheek and temple, Kojiro knows he's probably gotta move soon. He's rough on Reki, and sometimes that means helping him a little after. C'mon, asshole. Get up, get Reki some water, some ice, make sure he's okay. But his limbs still feel so heavy. ]
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slowly, he breathes him in until they're laying on the bed, immersing himself in his heady warmth and strong arms. really, kojiro seals his own fate by riding a hand up his spine, compelling reki's whole body to rise against his touch, greedy and eager as ever. talk is cheap and everyone breaks their promises; what never lies is flesh, and reki roams his lips over it until he finds a collarbone to worry with the wriggling point of his tongue. ]
What d'you think my call's gonna be?
[ the real tragedy is that they didn't get more liquor for him to truly surrender himself to this. but he does have a bottle of rush in his pocket, which he pauses long enough to uncap and take a whiff of before holding it to kojiro's nose. his other hand keeps busy, undoing the buttons of kojiro's shirt until he can slide his palm over his chest unhindered. his hips rock, turned urgent by both the chemicals and the confusion clouding his senses. ]
Need you.
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It's probably better this way. Being in his own head is just making things progressively worse at this point. Reki offers the bottle, and one whiff has Kojiro's head swimming and his nerves alight. Those wandering hands and the insistent press of Reki's hips are like a million tiny cuts, sharp and perfect and to the quick, wearing him down so quickly Reki can practically hear the last thread of Kojiro's patience snap.
His arm is still tight around Reki's waist when Kojiro sits up, sudden enough that his arm stays tight to steady Reki, in case his inebriation had any ideas about letting him tip back farther. Kojiro's hands are so large, but he uses them too well, reins tight even now, perfectly controlled when one of them grasps Reki's jaw -- firm without bruising -- and the kiss he pulls Reki into falls on the heels of a low growl. ]
You wear too much.
[ That's always the complaint. Reki can feel Kojiro growing hard against the urgent press of their hips, and even still, he's gotta remind Reki of how many damn layers are between them. That's the next task; bullying Reki out of his clothes. Jacket first, then all the layers underneath it come at once over Reki's head, and if some seams pop in the process, Kojiro doesn't give a damn. Problem for another time. This problem is suddenly solved, and Kojiro's momentarily content with the newly-exposed skin, mouth falling to drag careful teeth down one side of Reki's throat. He braces Reki again, just before a hand presses between them to palm Reki's cock through his pants. ]
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no matter how many times they do this, though, it still makes reki shiver to hear kojiro's voice go low and rumble right through him. he's already swaying in his lap, working the hard ridge of his cock through his pants, but that sound makes the bending of his back more extreme, the slow friction of this sensuous grind resounding deeper with every smooth snap of his hips. ]
Don't wanna encroach on your brand, [ is his rough reply, but the truth is that he likes it when kojiro really wants him, when all that waiting comes to a head and he starts tearing at him just like this. the only pause between them is reki seizing when kojiro's hand slides over his dick, already hard just from the work he's doing in kojiro's lap. furiously, his palms rub over kojiro's pecs to ground himself through the excruciating ache, sounding more drunk than he actually is as he murmurs. ]
Wanna ride you, just like this.
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[ Like Kojiro would ever make Reki beg. Hell, if Kojiro had even a hint of willpower to withstand Reki's fucking mouth, they wouldn't have gotten here in the first place. But Reki has a way with words that Kojiro's absolutely weak for; direct, effortless, scorching when he tries, and Kojiro's told him. He's told Reki that that mouth is gonna get him in trouble one day. And now here they are. Trouble, every time.
Doesn't matter. Reki's worth the trouble, and he always will be, even when he's driving Kojiro up a wall like this.
Reki's pawing his pecs, struggling for-- something. Composure, maybe. Like he's losing his grip, and that's a dangerous thing to let on, because Kojiro's relentless. Lopsided smirk, eyes sharp and fixed on Reki's face, he works his way through Reki's button and zipper one-handed, then yanks his pants and boxers away from their home at his skinny hips. Low enough, at least, that he can get Reki's cock free and his hand around it for one agonizingly slow stroke. This, just before he gets a hand under Reki's bare ass and forces him closer, up, to trap his cock against Kojiro's abs. ]
Got any lube in those bottomless pockets of yours?
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[ it's just not fair; he's got a belly full of cheap margaritas and a nose full of poppers and kojiro's still trying to fucking end him. as if he'd ever complain, content as anything to suffer beneath kojiro's rough, warm hands, hissing the higher that stroke climbs. he wasn't lying before—this is exactly what he needs, practically fucking gone already and they've hardly begun. ]
Check around. Got like a dozen of those squeezy packets in one of 'em.
[ not like he's going to make any effort to grab one. apparently, that's kojiro's job; he's still reki, gone or not, too busy circling his neck with his arms and stretching himself thin across his chest, where he can cook up just the right amount of trouble while kojiro tries his best with those pockets. honestly, the muscle here's so warm and firm against his dick, he could come just like this—and he's not trying not to, his hips still rocking slowly.
sweet as anything, he nuzzles up kojiro's throat and breathes hot into his ear, less like he's begging and more like he's a smug little shit: ]
Pleeease.
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[ The string of obscenities is frustration, plain and undisguised, one word clipping short in deference to the next, because Reki is wearing on his patience. Check around; like he hasn't already put Kojiro to work here. Kojiro sinks a hand in Reki's hair, curled tight around the roots before he yanks that red head back enough to meet his gaze. ]
You keep that up, see where it gets you.
[ Reki knows it's an empty warning, despite the quiet snarl woven through it, and Kojiro can't banish the grin from his face. Kojiro releases his hair a second later, and smooths his fingers over Reki's scalp to soothe away any ache while his other hand digs through Reki's pants. One of the cargo pockets seems the likeliest place for anyone to keep something like that; less risk of them breaking and making a mess everywhere. And-- Bingo. Front-left. Kojiro tosses a few onto the bed, then rips two open with his teeth. He probably has too much experience managing this one-handed, but sometimes these useless skills pay off. Like now, getting his fingers coated, cupping a bit more in his palm, then reaching behind Reki to slip between his ass and spread carefully around his entrance. That's the only warning he gets before Kojiro sinks one thick finger inside.
Reki can just keep rutting against his abs. Kojiro only has two hands, and the other has drifted down between Reki's shoulderblades, to keep him pressed close and steady while Kojiro gradually works his finger in. ]
Gonna come on my chest? Make me all pretty with your cum?
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no harm no foul anyway. he finds the lube easy enough while reki reaches for the nitrates again and sniffles against his chest, rubbing his cheek against kojiro's warm skin like a well-fed housecat. he's all dumb and loose and boneless by the time kojiro starts digging under his skin, his legs trembling before he even registers the sensation, his whole world quickly reduced to just that finger surging inside him. ]
Fuck, yes.
[ he needed this like yesterday. the only thing that could be better is more of it, which reki is down to help with, his hips writhing to greedily swallow that finger down to its knuckle, his ass lifting for more. there's no way he's going to be truly satisfied until he's got a hard dick in him, but for now it's fun to play around, shoot kojiro a dreamy smile and say: ]
It looks good on you. Don't worry, I'll lick it up like a good little slut.
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He could be mean. He could act on impulse, abandon restraint, shove Reki back and fuck him to within an inch of his life. But no matter how high Reki's riding on poppers, Kojiro's too well-proportioned to be rushing anything here. So, it's hard. It's a fucking trial, but he talks himself down, and pushes his hips against Reki's thigh while he eases another finger inside.
Kojiro's so hard, so ready, but not yet. With Reki practically melting against him, it's easier. Easier to rut against him. Easier to get a hand between them and find Reki's cock again, stroke him along with the quick in-out of Kojiro's fingers. ]
Come on. Do it. [ Kojiro's breath is a low growl right against Reki's ear, teeth pulling at the lobe. ] Wanna see you come.
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the only real recourse he has is to make him watch. narrow his eyes and grit his teeth as he swallows up those fingers buried in his ass with a rough snap of his hips. spread his legs even wider, so wide that they're trembling, so kojiro can see how red and wet the head of his cock becomes as he clenches and writhes, how greedy and desperate this little dance on his lap can be. he lifts his fingers to kojiro's lips, hooking them into his mouth to keep him there, audience to the mess he paints across kojiro's belly with his twitching cock.
coming takes the wind out of him, but he refuses to let it slow him down. no matter how he cringes every time he bounces himself off kojiro's lap, respite just isn't an option when they're sharing a bed. ]
Now you turn me the fuck out, [ he murmurs, dropping that hand from kojiro's mouth to wet it with seed and bring it right back up again for him to taste. ] Don't wanna hear how tight I am. You'll love it.
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You'll love it. Like that's not the entirety of their problem right now. Like Kojiro's not already hanging on every word, transfixed by the tireless shift of Reki's hips. Like Kojiro wouldn't do anything for Reki, without question, no holds barred.
Without question. Like the way Kojiro sucks Reki's cum away from his fingers, all a tireless tongue diligently cleaning and swallowing him down, even as his own digits slip out of Reki's body.
But then Reki's on his back before he can register what's happening, and Kojiro goes with him. There's only enough space between them for Kojiro to finally wrestle Reki's pants away, and then his own, hissing out a long sigh at the relief of finally -- finally -- freeing his cock from that confining ache. ]
Love it when you boss me around.
[ It's why he's not arguing, why he can't wipe that smirk off his face while he gets a hand under Reki's knee and hikes it up over his shoulder-- ]
Love it when you look like this.
[ And why he can't even find his breath anymore when -- there's that mean streak, at long last -- he sinks his cock quick and deep into Reki, sheathed to the hilt in one hard push. ]
Fu~ck, Reki...
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it's that or the drugs (or both) that has him shivering over that wet tongue dragging across his fingers, his softening cock twitching pitifully with a piercing shot of wanting. such a fucking relief when he's on his back and kojiro's tearing at his clothes, a nice service for him to provide while he breathes in from that bottle until his whole face screws up with the sting.
that's pitched elsewhere so he can reach out, letting the heady rumble of kojiro's voice superheat his skin as he lances deep inside him. still wasn't enough rush; his hands jerk to kojiro's hips, tightening until his knuckles turn white, his whole body seizing and arching off the bed as that thick cock burns like a coal inside of him. ]
Fuck, fuck, fuck...
[ which is, of course, the best part, feeling like he's gonna be torn in two, fighting with every nerve in his body to push himself off kojiro's hips and jerk right back again. the bone-melting rush of being so excruciatingly full is perfectly unbearable and his toes are never going to come uncurled—this is the dick that ruined him for all others. ]
Nnn—don't stop now.
[ he needs it, wants it so bad that he's willing to climb and contort himself however he can get more of it. all those practicing inverts are doing him well. and his dad said skating would never get him nowhere. ]
Tell me how much you love this ass.
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And, five seconds gone, Kojiro's hips piston, heedless of Reki's hands on them; slower out than the hard snap back in, and then again, firmer still to test the reins.
Reki wants words, but Kojiro doesn't have that gift. He can't spew the same kind of beautiful filth Reki does, because there are no words for this. Kojiro's brain just stops working, refuses to string together more complex thoughts than a litany of fuck, tight, hot, good. How is he supposed to describe this? How is anyone supposed to put words to this? That fucking Reki feels like desecrating holy ground? That being inside him is like falling from grace? That seeing him come is like finding salvation?
He can't say that corny shit. Reki would laugh him out of the fucking room. ]
You want me to tell you, or you want me to show you?
[ Punctuated with another sharp snap of Kojiro's hips. ]
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Even better.
[ with just the smallest of caveats: ]
But you don't come til I tell you.
[ of course, like the insecure fucking demon he is, he has to make a whole thing of it. use kojiro's shoulder to lift himself higher, pull at those hips so every rough snap makes his ass clap hard enough for them to feel it in the next room. and every thrust makes him a little more wild for it, compelling him to greedily clutch at kojiro's dick when he feels it sliding away, his hole too hungry to let it go without a fight. sure, he can't remember the last time he took this dick sober, but he can hardly blame the drugs for how much he loves it.
especially now, with his head all full of thoughts of locking all this down for himself? 'greedy' doesn't even begin to cut it. he's breaking his back to hoard every hard inch inside the vicing grip of his body, as turned out by the idea of mine as he is by all those relentless strokes. ]
F'you wanna be mine—ah. That's the rule.
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Kojiro's weak for this shit, and they both know it. Has been since day one. Reki turns into this desperate, writhing, needful thing beneath him, pulls and fights him for every stroke, and Kojiro is fucking weak for it. Like he could just come apart on the edge of Reki's voice, or lose himself completely in the needy grasp around his cock.
So Reki's making rules now. Cute. Kojiro smirks, and his hands move quickly; one to Reki's hip, to hold him in place after a hard thrust brings Kojiro's cock held fast within him, and the other to curl loosely around Reki's throat. ]
That so?
[ Kojiro's leaned closer, to press the whisper of a kiss to the corner of Reki's mouth; it's shockingly tender against the backdrop of his sinister grin, the soft squeeze at Reki's throat, the barest nudge of Kojiro's hips. All a dichotomy of rough to sweet, and an exercise in self control, when even Kojiro's stomach is shaking against the urge to lay into Reki again. ]
You think I was planning on coming any time soon?
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Fuckin' hope not.
[ it's gonna take a lot to get his fill of this, he already knows. it already feels like they're balanced on the edge of something dangerous, his absolute favorite place to be. it's the kind of rush that doesn't come in a bottle—he just needs more of this hand around his throat, more of the bittersweet pain that shoots up and down his legs as he writhes against kojiro's grasp.
and until then, he's gonna whine about it, catching his fingers in kojiro's hair so he can press a few soft, plaintive kisses to his lips. ]
Choke me out or lemme get on top.
[ his brows raise as his lips brush sweetly over his skin. ]
Or both.
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[ There's something sly behind Kojiro's eyes, hiding in his smile. Not that he actually gives a shit about politeness, but there's a definite thrill to hearing Reki beg -- even just a whimpery please -- and Kojiro will never ever admit to that. It feels too mean, too egotistical, wanting to hear him like that, but it sounds so fucking good on Reki's lips. And if Reki can manage to be sincere about it, all the better, but Kojiro realizes that's a stretch.
So if he can't, it's just as well. Kojiro's got some impressive stamina and nigh-regimental discipline; he could keep them here for hours. Just like this. Softly squeezing Reki's throat, pressure laid just beneath his jaw til he can feel the pulse throbbing beneath his fingertips. Slipping his hand over the curve of Reki's thigh, pushing in slow circles along his groin without ever quite brushing his cock. Nudging his hips to fill Reki, to stir just the barest hint of friction, agonizingly languid.
And all the while, his eyes never leave Reki's face. ]
Or I'm gonna keep you just like this 'til you sound like you mean it.
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just. that's a difficult thing for him to do. all that self-loathing and he's still a prideful little creature with a lot of fight in him. it takes a lot to keep still, especially with kojiro watching him like that, and there's no helping the way his back arches when kojiro moves inside him. not enough to be gratifying, just enough to make his legs fall open wider and turn every breath he takes into shallow, labored panting.
he groans, back to scratching mindlessly over kojiro's shoulders and across his back, nails digging in every time that ache becomes unbearable. same line, a little more vulnerably urgent this time: ]
Need you.
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[ He's gotta concede. It's close enough, anyway. But there's a fine line between frustrating Reki and boring him, and Kojiro's not about to push that boundary. Really, truly, fucking close enough.
So fine, Kojiro's on his back again. It doesn't even take much; he sinks himself deep in Reki, and in one smooth turn, Reki's over him, straddling him, with Kojiro's legs bent behind him, knees to Reki's shoulderblades. That much, he'll relent to. What he doesn't give Reki is a chance to adjust to the change in position. Being on top of Kojiro comes with its own brand of trials; namely, Reki knows that leg and core strength aren't for show, he's seen Kojiro clear half the track at Crazy Rock by launching himself off cliff faces, and with his heels dug into a bed--
It's a fevered drive. Leveraging each hand at Reki's throat and waist, he can make it punishing, hips a hard staccato against Reki's ass. An ass that Kojiro's hand comes down on once, firm, resounding amid the shorter claps of Kojiro fucking up into Reki, but he still makes sure to firmly rub in the sting of it. Oh, he's got the patience of a saint, but Reki's body tempts that sainthood, and Kojiro's already gritting his teeth against the harsh shocks of pleasure pooling low in his stomach. ]
Don't come 'til I tell you, he says. [ Kojiro grins, growls through the teeth toying at Reki's earlobe. ] You even gonna remember what words are by then?
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almost looks like it, his cock leaking down over kojiro's belly, barely hard and already way too oversensitive. it's even worse when that hand comes down on him, lighting every nerve in his body on fire and making him shake out of his skin at the cool burn it leaves behind. that groan that slips loose is him starving for more, but, yeah, words are hard when kojiro's making good on that promise to tear him apart.
and speaking of promises, that one's worth tugging on kojiro's hair. it's hard to look him in the eyes when his own are rolling back and even harder to speak when he's getting the wind fucked out of him, but for real. ]
Doesn't matter.
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[ Can't really argue with that, though; it doesn't. Doesn't matter if Reki remembers words or his name or that he even established this self-indulgent rule in the first place. Kojiro's still dumb or loyal enough to follow it to T. Reki could come again, and then a third time over, and Kojiro would stay diligent to his task of fucking Reki messy and stupid without ever letting himself go. He's done it to Reki before, and he'll do it again, over and over, no questions asked.
'Cuz goddamn, this has got to be how Reki looks best. Blissed out, fucked out, red and breathless and shaking and gone. This is what grips Kojiro in a stranglehold, along with the vicing grip of Reki's body. How cruelly, unfairly gorgeous Reki looks when he's finally past giving a shit.
Kojiro lands another hard slap to Reki's ass, and the hand at his throat pulls, maneuvers him close enough that Kojiro can sink his teeth into Reki's shoulder, and suck in the deep red bloom of a love bite. ]
Who's this ass belong to?
[ Kojiro grips Reki's asscheek, squeezes before another quick slap. But that's the last before he strays forward again, fingers curling around Reki's poor overstimulated cock, to steady it against Kojiro's thumb rubbing firm and quick, over and over and over the head.
God knows how he still keeps the pace up, still slams himself fervently into Reki's body. Maybe spite, driving him to make Reki eat those words, make him beg to put this on lock. Pipe dreams, but-- ]
Tell me before you come again, you fuckin' tease.
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but kojiro knows what he's doing, working his cock like that, turning him wild with a few clever strokes. it turns that heated haze into the sharpest kind of need and blots out everything in his mind but more. he needs to twist his hips and slam them down until his teeth chatter. he needs to bend his spine until it aches and kojiro has nowhere to fuck into but that one spot that makes his whole body seize. there's no stopping himself once he's lost control, not when kojiro's relentless and he's soaking up this pounding he's receiving with urgent, demanding thrusts back.
it's probably the better answer to kojiro's question, just the greedy way he's bouncing on his dick like a junkie chasing a high, falling apart and forced by desire to go harder despite it. it's not like he's in control of how he moves; every twitch of muscle is dedicated to seeing how high all this can take him, no matter how much it aches or stings. ]
Make it yours, [ he growls, already bright red and bruising across his thighs and ass but apparently still not convinced. strung out as he looks, his gaze is still sharply fixed on kojiro. ] C'mon.
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Loses himself in Reki. Game, set, fucking match. Reki wins again, and he's probably too fucked out to care. Kojiro just manages to move his hand away from Reki's throat, to grasp at his shoulder instead and hold him down -- still -- when the searing pleasure finally fractures, and Kojiro practically shatters. It rips his breath away, steals all but a wounded groan while his hips stutter, spilling and throbbing into Reki.
Kojiro's face is always halfway between agony and bliss like this; brow knit and teeth bared, panting, chest heaving, shuddering. But he won't look away. Reki's eyes are on him, sharp, like he's daring him to, but Kojiro can't look away. ]
One more time. [ Kojiro's hand hasn't stopped pulling at Reki's cock. ] C'mon, paint me all pretty with your cum again.
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it always feels way too good when kojiro comes inside him. he's already so full, but abruptly, he feels fuller, on the verge of exploding. and there's a warmth, too, that's weirdly grounding, makes him want to greedily covet every last drop kojiro spills so badly that he's grasping at the back of kojiro's thighs to keep him buried.
locked like a vice around kojiro's dick and full of his molten seed, there's no way he isn't coming, so hard that it steals his breath away, transforming those wild noises he's making into something tattered and mournful. his fingers clutch harder as his cock pulses and keeps dripping with every truncated motion of his shuddering body, gone but apparently not too far to make himself snicker. ]
I, mm... [ he's still shivering and seizing like he's been electrocuted, but grinning too, even if his expression's a little punch-drunk. ] I definitely made this dick mine, huh?
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[ Whether or not that's the answer Reki's looking for, Kojiro can't do anything but agree. Nothing else for it. All of this -- all of him -- belongs to Reki. Corny shit. Drunk on love and tequila, high on dopamine and good weed. Whatever. All his.
Kojiro leverages his knees to knock Reki forward, against the pillow of his chest and the waiting cage of his arms. Cuddles. Snuggles. They're the balm to everything, and Kojiro gets so grabby and clingy after, when he's struggling to get his synapses firing right and make his brain cells all play nice again. This has never quite been quiet and clarity for him.. It's all chaos in the comedown, melting and panting until the sensation high ebbs and takes the shivers away with it.
But, no rest for the wicked. Even bullying kiss after kiss against Reki's cheek and temple, Kojiro knows he's probably gotta move soon. He's rough on Reki, and sometimes that means helping him a little after. C'mon, asshole. Get up, get Reki some water, some ice, make sure he's okay. But his limbs still feel so heavy. ]
Need anything? [ He murmurs between kisses. ]